The most painful part of experiencing a short term emotional meltdown actually occurs once the individual is finally on the upswing. While a meltdown is taking place, the person's attention is mainly focused on taking each problem one step at a time. Find a workaround for the issue directly in front of you and then move onto getting back to the daylight again.
But once the meltdown is over and the brain starts to process information in a much more rational and comprehensive manner ... That is when the Guilt Monster rears its ugly head. While rational thought is a really marvelous thing and you're very happy to have it back ... After it finally does return is when you start to recognize the many numerous mistakes you made during the handful of days when the meltdown was going on.
While I did enjoy many elements of Chicago eXXXotica 2019, I was also dealing with a significant degree of physical discomfort that weekend. On Friday Afternoon, it was a moderate sized sinus headache. By Saturday Afternoon, the situation had evolved into a strong degree of tension in my neck and shoulders. Which left me experiencing a significant amount of mental distraction.
So Saturday Evening as I was driving away from the event ... I mistakenly left nearly $2,000 worth of camera equipment sitting in a large case on the pavement of the Parking Deck. Realizing the mistake as soon as I got back to the Western Suburbs and began unpacking the car, I then lost hours of sleep as I retraced my steps and tried to find the missing equipment.
I finally gave up and allowed myself to climb into bed about 5 in the morning. But I wound up getting barely more than 4 hours of slumber before I had to start getting ready for Sunday's edition of the event.
I received a phone call Sunday morning, from the Parking Deck Manager. The case had been handed to him and everything was returned to me (in good condition) before that day's Trade Show began. But I wound up having to function that afternoon on the bare essence of an emotional gas tank and a brain that was sputtering every step of the way.
Now looking at things from 20 / 20 hindsight ... I should have just stayed home that weekend. Because I clearly was not in a state of mind where I could properly interact with a large trade show full of people. Mainly because my concept of personal boundaries became increasingly inconsistent as the weekend wore on.
I was occasionally standing too close to a model I found interesting. And I was occasionally kissing someone on the hand or the cheek when I barely knew her and I hadn't asked for permission.
So while I was not being the type of Stupid Clod who gets himself tossed out of an Event because he can't keep his hands to himself ... I clearly was the guy who was making too many social mistakes and causing a solid handful of people to be concerned about what my real intentions were. And it was a good several days after the event, before my brain finally started putting the pieces together and realizing the true nature of how my weekend had been unfolding.
So I offer a sincere apology to anyone I interacted with in a less than appropriate manner. I usually put a great deal of effort and attention into being a polite gentleman. But on that particularly weekend, I failed on several occasions.
Travis
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“Doctor Adventures” Tale From BRAZZERS
Doctor
Bambino’s work day has been on schedule and moving in the proper
direction. Then life suddenly hands this fellow a rather odd twist
as he’s returning from his lunch break.
As
the man steps into his office, Bambino discovers that his new
anatomically correct Teaching Dummy has arrived. And this is very
good news for the man. The old one had most certainly seen better
days and this new model is much more lifelike and easy to pose.
BUT
...
Did
the shapely mannequin change the position of one of her hands
while
his back was turned for just a moment? Bambino sincerely remembers
both arms loosely dangling by her side before he turned and took a
few steps towards his desk. But now the right hand seems just an
inch or two away from that perfectly formed artificial vagina.
No!
This
obviously has to be impossible.
This
incredibly attractive Doll is little more than a bendable
stainless
steel skeleton ...
Covered
by a shapely and squeezable silicone body ...
Then
topped with a Betty Page style brunette wig?
And
just for the sake of being silly, some smart ass decided to dress
her
in that skimpy knockoff of a nursing uniform before shipping the
carton to him?
Or
...
Might
this lovely synthetic body actually contain a human like
personality
which longs to be caressed and embraced by the handsome Doctor who
has just opened her shipping crate. And if this is the nature of
what she truly is ... How far will this lovely Doll go to gain the
attention and affection she craves?
And
the story plays out from there.
So
far, I’ve only highlighted various bits and pieces of the first 5
minutes in this nicely produced 32 minute motion picture. But
unfortunately ... If we take out the first 5 and the final 3 ...
The remaining 24 minutes are a straight through Fuck & Suck
Marathon between Gia Milana and Bambino.
And
please don’t get me wrong. I’m all for showing a solid amount of
sex during an X Rated Motion Picture. It’s just that the center
part of this production was 2 dozen non stop minutes of the guy
and
the gal doing various forms of copulation.
And
in this reviewer’s opinion, the plot line and pacing of this tale
really needed a good 3 or 4 instances when Bambino’s enjoyment of
the new Anatomy Doll were being occasionally interrupted by
someone wanting his attention. Stop the sex for just a moment and
show both the Doctor and the Doll being thoroughly frustrated by
the
fact that the two of them just can’t get a break.
What
if a Nurse is needing some paperwork signed or a Delivery Man is
worried he might have handed the Doctor the wrong crate. So now
he’s
making sure the Doctor was supposed to get the 6 foot tall box and
not the smaller one that contained a new computer monitor. Or
maybe
the Nurse keeps realizing today’s mass of paperwork still needs
one
more signature.
And
a small handful of these interruptions could have presented
delightful situations where someone unexpectedly knocking on the
door
decides to spend a few seconds admiring the sensual perfection of
the
new Teaching Dummy. And the more Bambino tries to slyly ease this
individual out the door, the more he or she seems determined to
remain for just a few more seconds.
So
during those instances where Bambino wants nothing more than to
get
his rocks off in as many ways as possible, the person who keeps
knocking at the door keeps humorously delaying the man’s attempts
at achieving satisfaction. And this would also allow the Doll to
clearly show the intense degree of sexual frustration she is
experiencing.
Because
she’s not supposed to have feelings. But something about this good
looking Doctor allows him to see her true nature and give her the
opportunity to be almost perfectly human when the two of them are
alone together. But then that third or fourth person keeps
stepping
into the room and this causes the gal to revert to nothing but an
emotionless plastic life sized Action Figure when any eyes other
than
Bambino’s are focused on her.
And
all of this commotion could have caused the actual sex to be twice
as
enjoyable for this viewer. Because it would have spaced everything
out just a bit and allowed the love making between the two of them
to
sincerely feel stolen instead of just being an easy 30 minute fuck
fest.
So
on a scale of 1 to 5 Stars ...
The
acting performance of Gia Milana and Bambino receives a full 5.
Each
is a good performer and the two of them dance together quite
nicely.
The
sound, lighting and camera work brings in another 4 Stars. While
everything was properly credible, nothing came across as
outstanding.
But
the story plotting (with its long session of runway sex that grew
old
fairly quickly) is being handed only 3 stars.
Which
brings the final average to 4 and puts my grade for this movie at
a
B+
(On
the A to F scale)
While
I do understand that Direct To Video Erotica usually has to be
produced on a rather tight budget in a reasonably short amount of
time ... My mind can see so many little elements that would have
been easy to include and would have pushed the entertainment
factor a
solid step higher.
Travis
Clemmons
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Images in this article are stills from the Motion Picture
being
reviewed and “Limited Fair Use For Review Purposes” is the
only
legal right I have in this matter. All ownership and
copyrights are
strictly the property of the Production Company mentioned in
this
review or its legal successor.
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A Video from TUSHY . COM
Staring Leigh Raven & Mick Blue
What I like most about Leigh Raven is that she can dance equally well on all three sides of the Persona Triangle.
The girl is quite striking when walking and talking the BUTCH STRUT, adorable when simply playing the TOM BOY and delightfully enticing when adopting a persona much more GIRLY & FEMININE. And the folks at TUSHY have done a nice job of tailoring this story to the talents of someone who is so good at being Triple Threat.
Having complemented them on this production, I sincerely wish they'd gone one step further in their story telling.
Mick Blue plays the part of a pissed off Businessman who isn't happy with a Downtown Shopkeeper played by Leigh. Something she did is causing him a strong degree of embarrassment and he is threatening legal action.
If truth be told, the girl would most likely win if he attempted to sue her or have her arrested. But can her little shop really weather all the bad publicity that might be generated by the situation?
And on the other hand, will Mick wind up looking like a Total Ass if he tries to drag someone like Leigh through the Bad Publicity Grinder?
Clearly ... The two of them need to work something out behind closed doors. So they've agreed to a private meeting at his home.
The story unfolds in 2 Acts which can basically be divided into 6 Scenes. 1, 2 & 3 are the process of leading up to Anal Penetration. 4, 5 & 6 are the various ways Mick penetrates Leigh Anally.
And I do wish to praise the people at Tushy for producing a well crafted and solidly entertaining Porn Story with a Nicely Designed Plot. At the same time, the Erotic Author inside of me wishes they had put just a tad more effort into the process of giving each Scene its own personality.
1. Leigh Arrives at Mick's home. She's wearing skimpy cutoff jeans, a similar top and her hair is a buzz cut. It's easy to see that Mick will think she's cute and probably ask her for a sexual favor or two, in exchange for him agreeing to back away from the threatened legal action.
After the two of them have negotiated an agreeable solution and engaged in a couple of wet kisses, Mick hands Leigh a package of very elegant lingerie and makes it clear she needs to change into this outfit before the two of them continue their "settlement negotiations".
2. Leigh has
changed into the outfit and returns to Mick. This is followed by him
leading her into giving him a Deep Throat Blowjob. Something which she actually winds up enjoying as much as he does. It's clear that her ego is rising to the challenge he is setting for her.
I would have put the blowjob scene before the clothing change. Have him shamelessly make use of the Tom Boy's mouth during Scene 2 and then make it clear to Leigh that she needs to appear a tad more feminine and dainty before he allows her to continue working off her debt.
I would also have placed a wig in the bag with the lingerie. This could have produced an intriguing moment where Leigh is changing into the outfit and she stares at the mirror and asks her reflection "Is all of this really worth it?"
3. This was straight on vaginal sex and I wouldn't have seen a need to do anything different.
4. At the beginning of this scene, I would have had Mick say that she is almost too experienced at giving sexual pleasure. It's a bit of a shame I never had the opportunity to claim your virginity. And Liegh could have pointed to her bottom and said "I'm still a Virgin here".
5. Near the end of this scene, I would have had Leigh's wig fall off. She's suddenly afraid that she's broken the mood but Mick starts laughing a bit and this causes her to start laughing.
6. And the story continues with him doing another round of having her anally.
As the story ends, each of them is completely satisfied with their business arrangement.
And having provided my slightly different take on what my production of this story would have been, I do have to add that I don't think I could have done a better job than the folks at Tushy have done. My version on the story would simply have been slightly different and involved a tad more story telling.
I do sincerely hope Leigh Raven finds a reason to work with these people again.
So to make a long
story short ... When it comes to Dominate Me - Staring Leigh Raven & Mick Blue ...
Buy It! You'll Enjoy It!
S. T. Clemmons
Here are my notes on Bella Red's performance at Showgirls & Polegirls. A talent showcase held at On The Border in Franklin Wisconsin on the evening of April 19 - 2015.
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Tall, Slender and Sensuous.
Spins like Mad.
Slow, Deliberate and Sultry when she walks about the stage.
Graceful and In Sync with the Music ... Almost Ballet Like.
Difficult Moves are performed with Style and Grace.
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